firstly i should warn you that i am not good at dealing with my emotions and feelings so this does tend to be the main subject of my head mashing, particularly at the moment.
Its not that I am unhappy, far from it really as i have a pretty much permanent grin on my face these days, since i met my boyfriend K. he is sweeter and kinder to me than any other guy i have ever met, I have fallen head over heels in love with the guy and now he tells me that he doesn't see himself ever living with anyone, he never has and never will.
now i know this isn't just some easy cop out as i know him well enough to know that he is being honest with me about it.. is this enough for me though? will i be forever waiting for him to change his mind??
